Recently  I had thoughts about starting a blog again , so I decided to look up my old blog and while I was never very faithful in writing it , it did cover what looking back was an important part of my life , Or perhaps its what is not written that is the key . When bad things happen to you , its your decision  who to share with  to not in this case . Certainly events where not something to be shared publicly on a blog . Even is no one reads it or people are nameless faceless  people hiding behind a computer screen . In this case it wasnt mine to share though so much pain was mine .

over 2years since i was last here , clearly a lot of updates  and I cant make head or tale of  much of it . Why do we often want to start new , as if the past never happened , its the past that makes me who we are today , How I handled it , where was God on my journey or more to the point where did I allow him to be . Well he has been so faithful to me  and I have clung on for dear life to him like a sailor thrown into the stormy sea , often holding on by nothing more than a rope – I have no idea if i will start a new one , continue here  or work out how to delete it – its been 2 years – no rush .

2 Corinthians 12:9-10
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.